Diary #15: "Secrets of a Crazy-In-Love Teen"

[blakcat]

"Secrets of a Crazy in Love Teen"

Type of Diary: Real Life/Role-Play

Written by blakcat

[blakcat]

AN: This is going to be three entries in one, --- will seperate each.
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Thursday:

Okay, so it's Thursday. Such a broing day. I finalyl didn't see my ex today in the hallways. I have finally moved on. I've met a new guy. Oooh, he's so hot. But there's one problem. He's younger than me. He's a freshman! I hate it when they're younger than me. All my ex's were younger than me, more than a year! So I'm trying to fix it. I just don't know how. All the guys my age, I just can't take them.
But there is this one guy that is older than me. I've like him for soo long, I can't say for how long exactly. But, like always, theres a problem. No, not one, but a lot. Here goes:
1. He's dated a couple of my friends in the past.
2. He has a girlfriend right now.
3. He's my best friends brother.
4. He never talks to me!
So what am I to do but watch and stare. Pore ole me, am I ever going to find a guy that's right for me!
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Monday:

Okay. even more boring day. I seen my ex in the library. I hate it everytime I see him. He's always staring at me, and yet, he's the one who broke up with me. I can't beleive I ever went out with him. I heard him talking and he said he has ISS, or was it OSS. He's already had 2 referals. He got expelled last year. SUCH A BAD BOY!!!
On with the new kid. haven't seen him since Thursday. Over him by now.
now the third guy. I like him still, more than ever. There's still a couple of problems, but there's one out of the way. Here's the NEW problems, witht the old one marked out:

1. He's dated a couple of my friends in the past.
2. He has a girlfriend right now.
3. He's my best friends brother.
4. He never talks to me!
5. His ex told me NEVER to date him because he can be such a butt.

I want to go out with him, but yet I don't. He's had so much experience, me little. And again, what am I to do but watch and stare at the whole world being in love except me!
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Wednesday

Okay. I hate it when people say they are through with their ex's then get back with them in 2 days. It just gets to me. I have no clue why, even though I wanted it to happen with me. I'm going to finally name the guy I like. His name is Darin. I know, it's spelled weird, but the hospital people messed up in the spelling of his name. Who cares. I certainly don't. Well, Darin is back w/ his ex, AGAIN, for like the 10th time. Okay, I know I'm exaggerating, but I can't help it. It gets me ticked off. He says he's through with her, then goes back out with her, saying he's giving her one more chance, when he said this a million times before. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I'm losing my head.

[blakcat]

Time to vent. It's not on Darin. It's on someone else today.

Monday

I'm getting mad at one of my friends, or actually two. It's a guy and a girl. Well, the guy is like my best friend, and since he's met on of my other friends, he's practicly ignoring me now. He's sitting with us at lunch just because of her. It's making me mad.
Also, we went to a huanted woods thing Saturday, and I screamed sometimes, because the things startled me, and because of a chainsaw, and i HATE ChAINSAWS!!!, and he said he wasn't going to take me this weekend to "Pitch Black" although I love to go. What's the point of going if your not going to scream.
He's just makeng me REALLY MAD right now.
It kinda sounds like I'm a little jealous, and yes i am, he's giving somene else attention and me NONE and he's my best friend and he hardly knows her, he'sa a junior, she's a freshmen, he even has a crush on me! He's had it since we met last year. I am so freakin agrivated at him.

[blakcat]

Okay, I'm falling behind in updating this. I'm going to update this BIG TIME today.

[blakcat]

Thursday:

I just realized this last night.

I like my friends boyfriend, and I also like my friends brother, and the guy is the same person. Go figure.
If it confuses you, the friends are two different people.
I finally got a call from Marcus (The guy I was telling you about before)
He didn't go w/ that one girl this past weekend. I am glad. But he's supposed to go w/ another girl from another city this weekend. We talked for a few minutes, but someone called (he has call waiting) and he had to go. He said he'd call me back, but he never did. Hope he's at school today like he said he was yesterday.

[blakcat]

I haven't talked to any guy in a while. Last night at church, I swear Darin was starin at me. I might be crazy, or just wanting it to happen, but I swear it.

[blakcat]

Tuesday

I am so bored of being single. Although it's nice, I just need some guy in my life. No guy ever really talks to me, except my friends. The other day, my mom was like "I'm glad you and Darin aren't boyfriend/girlfriend", and I asked why. She said b/c we are too close, and she just didn't want that. BUT I DO.

I am sooo ful of complaints today, well, partially cuz I'm in a bad mood. I guess I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Well, actually, I didn't want to get out of bed.

Right now, my life literally SUCKS!!! I need some excitement.

[blakcat]

Lets hope I don't fall behind again in this.